Why This Matters
You know....
It's so interesting....Endlessly interesting....
When I first posted this little intro (the words below) I got some emails saying it's too harsh, why all the anger, etc.
But this last week...So interesting...I've had a couple of people tell me, almost ashamed, that, "you know, you really are right."
Good people...Devout people...Christians....Jews...Members of TCOY and otherwise.
Almost as though in a confessional, they admitted that yes, this does describe their live.
And they just needed reassurance from me that it's OK....OK to not always be OK.
Back to work....just thought I'd say that.
"Lots" of people know me. I could easily name more than 100 (200 if I worked on it) who know I "do this", have this ministry. Yet, to my knowledge, there are 3 who actually have paid any substantive attention to it.
That's not to cry in the beer I no longer drink...I seek only to make the point that for the overwhelming number of people this appears to have absolutely nothing to do with anything that MATTERS TO THEIR LIFE.
That is my fault. And Oh So Sad.
It is in my presentation and verbiage and style that I have allowed this material, these life-saving and life-changing ideas to appear just another collection of cute religious ideas.
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Part of the difficulty is a result of our Information Age...With so much constantly bombarding us, with so many options, how can we find anything that matters, or tell the difference?
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Next we have the daily struggles of working, staying healthy, and "earning a living" (one of the most evil terms I have ever heard, but that's for later).
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And with the Web being the glorious melting-pot of human consciousness (60% of which is dedicated to pictures of naked people), how can one know one has found anything that matters?
This ministry haunts me nearly 22 hours a day (I estimate there are 2 hours a night of dreamless sleep where I am free from the "Burden" of trying to present this material,) and the obsession comes from 3 angles:
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Finding the right material to present.
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Finding the right way (how it's organized, etc) to present it, and
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Finding the right ways to let the world-forum know this is here.
The material herein matters for the following reasons:
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Your life is a mass of suffering. That can be our little secret, but we both know it is true. You drag yourself out of bed daily, like a beaten beast of burden, going through the motions of a job you find somewhere between barely-tolerable and loathsome, only to gain a check that is spent before you receive it, spending your time with "friends" and "family" that you can barely even relate to.
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At best you find your present circumstances tolerable because you hope & labor to move "forward", to some time and some place where you will, eventually, find contentment.
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And if you should happen to have an abundance of material wealth, your innermost mind knows (and again we will keep this as our secret) that you have absolutely no idea why you are alive....Considering the mountain of regrets, pain, and fears that occupy your hourly existence, there is little time left to contemplate "the purpose of life".
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So, you create endless distractions; build a business, take a trip, whatever. One of the most popular is to find someone to mate with, creating children so we will really feel loved, until we realize we have absolutely nothing to pass on to them of genuine worth...We dedicate our lives to helping "provide" for our children and, in being "good parents", we work constantly, buying them most of the objects they desire to (in part) assuage our own guilt about being gone from the family so often. And in so doing we raise yet another generation that has not the slightest notion as to it's life's value, except to purchase the latest technologies offered to make our lives more convenient and exciting.
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Seeking help, we will often attend our local "house of worship." In between the announcements of the Wednesday night potlucks and the $2,000,000 capital campaign to build a new basketball court (the present one not being sufficient for folk like us in this type of proper neighborhood) we learn the magic prayers we are supposed to say to get into the good place when we die, and the magic wafers we are supposed to eat to give us protection from harm during the next week's commerce.
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And night after night....as we close our eyes...we do not even cry, from a pain too deep to share even with our spouse or closest friends...That pain being an inner emptiness, a hole, an unnamable longing for a something else which we do not even know exists, let alone describe, to say nothing of being able to give it a name.
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My friends....and we are friends, simply by the act of your reading this...We both know this is true. I know, for I lived such a life for decades....Decades.....But no more.
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And should the above NOT describe your situation, we have either one of 2 cases:
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Perhaps you feel no pain or emptiness at all in your present lot. "I have everything I have ever wanted in life." I have known such people, for whom their career, house, thrice-weekly copulatory sessions, children and 2 week paid vacation (only 31 years left until retirement) were utterly, absolutely and totally fulfilling. I wish you well; we have little to say to each other, except that TCOY will be here should things change.
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You are a Living Master, an Ascended Saint, who has pierced the veil of the illusion, and overcome the Devil's temptations of Jesus in the wilderness. If you are such a person, please, please contact me. I beg you to do it immediately; we need to talk as soon as possible.
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The material presented here is the most precious and important that I, and others like me, have found anywhere on the earth. For centuries is was guarded, for 2 reasons:
- That it not get lost from human consciousness, and
- That it not fall into the wrong hands...In today's world we have "blown the lid" off of most secret societies....it is a major transformation of social consciousness the likes of the invention of the printing press, but that's another story.
Practical considerations. What will this GET ME?
If I could guarantee that each and every single person who learned and applied this material would own a new $50,000 car and $500,000 house within a year, this would be a very popular site indeed, especially if I could produce verifiable proof of the testimonies that proclaimed it worked.
And it probably doesn't seem like it to you.......You probably do not drive a $50,000 car nor live in a $500,000 house...So someone telling you that the material herein is more valuable than either of those objects probably sounds like a lie.
And I am sorry for that. I would change it if I could. I do work to change it, with the limited reach of my voice.
But the fact, the actual sun-rises-in-the-east FACT is that this material CAN change your life, WILL change your life when you are ready, and you will be able to come to a point where this transformation of your soul will be so profound that you would happily abandon your $50,000 car and $500,000 house if that would assure more people would be touched by this material.
And of that I can provide verified testimonial proof.
So, As I continue to paint Pictures of God, I will attempt to do a better job showing why you should put this particular picture on the 'fridge, and why it can make a difference in your life.
Ahyh
